seriously??

what the heck?
he's trying to get her?
why?? why??
if she say yes..
i would die..
if she goes to him after me..
i'll... i'll... i'll... !@#$%
why do i think of this things?
she's gone..
gotta be moving on..
why do i still care?
why does it pissed me off when i see her with my friends?
aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

confusion hurts