this suck

Saturday, September 26, 2009
i think of the first time that i saw you.. in a moment, my heart fell apart
although you’re cold-hearted, you’re too wonderful of a person to erase
you are my angel,
an affectionate whisper: “i love you everyday”
the sadness of only one.. i pray that i won’t wake up from this dream
i’ll be okay.. i’ve always been like this.
even being behind you, i’m still happy like this
tears fall again, even at your jokes
because i have to stay by your side with just a cold face
when you’re lonely, or even when you’re sad, if that guy who can protect you is me
i can love you right now as you are.. forever, really forever
you are my angel
i imagined your once-sweet smile all night long
the memories of staying up all night from one meaningless word
i’ll be okay.. i’ve always been like this.
even the brushing past of your hand makes me happy like this
tears fall again, even at your playfulness
because i have to stay by your side just as your most comfortable friend
i shouldn’t be thinking thoughts like this
i know the place that i should have
now i’ll erase you who fills my mind

love me.. no, forget me.
even being behind you, i’m still happy like this
tears fall again, even at your jokes
because i have to stay by your side just as your most comfortable friend
i just have to stay by your side.. next to you.. forever

it hurts me everytime i see u..
i can see u online now..
u don't even want to talk to me..
yet i'm still by your side..

the dark white

Monday, September 21, 2009
u have lost ur power..
ur no longer my super girl..
i dunno wat happen to u..
i miss that smile..
i miss that laugh..
i miss the way u look at me..
i miss the way u pulled me..
i miss the way u talk to me..

did u forget the 3 years we spent?
wat happen to those memories?
is it possible to forget it?
can i make new memories with u?

look at u now..
ur different..
i dun see that person anymore..
for some reason..
u look like u hate me..
everytime i talk to u..
u wouldn't say much..
everytime is SMS u..
u wouldn't reply me..
everytime i e-mailed u..
u wouldn't even read it..
that whiteness in u has now turned black..
i love you..
but now..
im not sure

uggrhh!!

stop thinking u can have everything..
have u ever heard of patients??
is it even in ur vocabulary??
or r u mispronouncing it again??
stop choking me!!
stop hitting me!!
just because ur older doesn't mean ur better than me..
u wan me to respect u??
respect me first..
stop thinking ur all that..
grow up.. be more mature..
stop thinking ur fabulous!!
next time.. if u wanna call me selfish. unreasonable, stupid, or even u say u hate me..
try looking in the mirror first..
because of ur stupid mistake..
because of ur stupid words..
im the 1 who gets the blame..
but still..
even after all u put me into..
i still love u...
because ur my sister..

Raya!!

yeay !! yeay!! Raya!! Raya!! happy happy leh..
but not so happy leh.. PMR leh.. wuwuwu..
hope it all finish soon..
girl girl.. lets go out..
lets all have fun when this thing is over..
wah!!
gt alot of duit raya oo.. wahahaha!!..
going to waste it all.. yes!!
c'mon everyone.. lets try to be happy..
it will all be over soon..
let's go..
Raise your Voice.. Louder Louder Louder!!!
dh melalut dh..
haha..

超级的女孩

超级超级的女孩

看我看看我 不要总是想着他
不爱不爱他不爱你
你的完美胜过他

不要在盯着那手机
不要再那三心二意
你明白的 你清楚的 我的超级的女孩

有时候想起他送给你的花.. 丢掉快丢掉吧
还有他最迷人的微笑.. 忘掉快忘掉吧
他的温柔还会让你颠倒.. 醒来快醒来吧
你的好是多么神秘
请让我好好的保密

Oh My Super Girl你是我的 Baby Girl
他看不见你的美丽 平凡背后的魔力
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
你的眼神让我着迷
为了你我什么都愿意

看我看看我 不要总是随着他
如果他说喜欢你 就算再忙也能够等到你

那一定是他说的谎话
那一定不是真心的话
Oh~ 别相信吧 离开吧
Oh~ 快到我的身边来

有时候想起他送给你的花.. 丢掉快丢掉吧
还有他最迷人的微笑.. 忘掉快忘掉吧
他的温柔还会让你颠倒.. 醒来快醒来吧
你的好是多么神秘
请让我好好的保密

Oh My Super Girl你是我的 Baby Girl
他看不见你的美丽 平凡背后的魔力
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
你的眼神让我着迷
为了你我什么都愿意

开心地 难过地
答应你 都陪你 都陪你

准备了全世界最美的爱 最贵的爱
等你搬进我的心里来

幸福的权利不要放弃
全世界最完美的唯一

Oh My Super Girl你是我的 Baby Girl
他看不见你的美丽 平凡背后的魔力
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
你的眼神让我着迷
为了你我什么都愿意

你是我最超级的女孩 (别再等待等待)
跟着我一起飞到未来 (爱情不用彩排彩排)
我是你最超级的依赖 (别再等待等待)
跟着我一起飞到未来(爱情不用彩排彩排)