the one that always forgets but never forgets..

no matter wat..
u'll never forget me..

remember the first time?
we were so shy that we didn't even talk to each other..
but at night..
we'll chat on the computer non-stop..
gladly..
a few days later..
our friendship debut..

i'm always happy to see you..
whenever u fight with ur boyfriend..
i'll always help u with it..
no matter wat..
i'll always be by your side..

whenever u ask me out..
i'll always say yes..
but the problem is..
u always forget to..
but nvm..
i always find a way to see you..

being far away from u..
its really hard..
no one to talk to..
no one to tell my secrets to..
sometime i regret changing skul..
but still..
knowing that u miss me to..
makes me feel better..

you are my best friend..
that will never change..
i love you..

for you..
PK..

a picture with you

something that i wish to have..
the long 3 years i spent with you..
not a single snap of a camera was heard..
u being camera shy and always evading a camera being point at u..
leaves me without a single moment able to be capture..
not a single memory was capture..
all i have is the one in my head..
but day by day..
that picture is fading..

its not hard..
just stand next to me..
pose..
count it down..
3..
2..
1..
say cheese..
DONE..

10 years from now..
i still wan to remember you..
i still wan u to remember me..

i dun wan to turn to dust in your head...
i wan u to at least remember my face..
please do..

for you..
U三..

your annoying but thats why i like you..

i found you not too long ago..
but now i already have to leave you..
i wish i could stay..
but i can't..

having a friend like you..
can be very hard..
ur nuisance is sometimes unbearable..
but thats why i like you..

everytime u annoy me..
i know that i have a friend that will remember me..
eventhough it might not be true..
just the though of it is enough to make me happy..

someone that will always talk to me..
someone that always reply me..
someone that doesn't push me away..
someone that won't leave me..
someone that i can rely on..

i might not show it..
but i'm very happy whenever u ask me to buy u things..
i never buy it..
because i want u to keep asking..

2 years past so fast..
i wish i could go back and live it again..

so thank you..
for being there..
to annoy me..
i hope u won't change..
i already miss you alot..
dun make me miss u more..

for u..
TK..

Gifts & Presents

i enjoy getting gifts that people put their heart in it..

i like it if a person gave me....

• a picture of me and him/her instead of an empty frame
• a birthday card instead of a meaningless present
• a suprise instead of something expected
• a day out with them instead of a day out with myself
• something that can remind me of them
• something meaningful
• something i will love
• a memorable present
  

something with effort..

the guy in the blue shirt..

what can i say..
i honestly hate you..
i have no right to do so..
but seeing your arms around her..
i can't help but to hold my fist tightly..

YA! its called jealousy..
its something that can destroy your life..
it can make u imagine things that might never happen..
imagining u going beyond just holding each other..
since u have no boundaries..
u can do anything..

baby you, hurting my heart,
baby you, breaking my heart..

seeing that i'm just a friend..
i can't do anything but to wish u all the best with him..
i hope u'll be okay with him..

i wished u would've said no..

Alone

Look,
look at me,
me.
Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it
one
two
three
you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.


You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
you barely even talk to me anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wide


If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
Remembering your words,
they are all silly lies.


times like this,
imaginary friends becomes my best friend,
its pathetic,
when u left me, and only memories was left..
those ppl in my head that never exist..
seems to be more real every second that pass..


i did everything,
i love you..
i gave u three years of memories..
hoping that the least u can remember is a second of our time together..
i haven't heard of u for so long..
ur voice seems to be a drug that i've been longing for..


eventhough there are a million people around me..
i just need u..
eventhough there are a million me around you..
u might still not remember..


i can't handle the pain,
i dun have enough imagination to replace you..
my tears has almost dried up..
i just can't do it..
u made me feel like i made mistake..
a mistake by choosing u..
a mistake by loving you..

i can't believe i was forgotten..
3 years of memories turned to ash..
but ur a scar in my heart..
u can't fade away..

u guys..

eventhough its only been 10days..
to me it felt like a year..
my new school is cool..
new friends..
new identity..
i can start everything all over again..
but of course, no matter wat..
BBS will always be the best..
i'll never forget my time there..

ELAINE: everynight i sleep with that Mario le..
JOEY: i think of u always..
CHIW HUI: i miss u the most..
YU SHAN: i wish u could talk to me more..
PIK KOON: please dun change..
KOH CHIAH: take care..
WINNIE: miss u a lot girl girl..

i'm doing fine here..
i'm just afraid u guys will forget me..
so make me happy, and remember me always..

i love them..

Winnie, Pik Koon, Chee Kiat, Chee Kiat's friend, Shu Ki, Elaine, Chiw Yi, May Lee, Shelina..
thanks for a great day..
it might be our last..
i hope not..
thanks a lot..
u guys put a huge smile on my face..
although a few people couldn't make it..
i appreciate the effort..

love u guys..

to the people..

today was my last day at SMKBBS..
wow.. i've been there for 3 years and 1 month..
a lot of things happen..
I met a lot of people..
but i didn't get to say goodbye to everyone..
I'm Sorry..
heres sumthing i want to say to all the people i've known and love at SMKBBS..

GURU-GURU: thanks for everything.. walaupun saya dah banyak buat salah.. tolong maafkan saya.. saya tak kan berada di mana saya ada skarang tanpa pertolongan guru semua..
HAIRRY: ur so gonna miss me.. i really hope u do.. kita banyak buat pasal kat sekolah tu.. (ingat petua aku.. masa di tandas tengok atas.. u can't imagine what u'll see..)
PALAN: you are by far the coolest indian i know..
AMIRUL: aku harap kaw boleh bertahan di sekolah tu tanpa aku.. U CAN DO IT!!
AMIN: kaw banyak tolong aku.. trimas bnyk..
HARIZ: aku masih cemburu ngan penurunan berat badan kau.. u amaze me..
SHAHRAZAD: aku tak rapat sangat ngan kau.. tapi semoga berjaya untuk SPM..
SYAHMI: trimas kaw ikut aku ke sini..
ALI: have fun in Melaka.. jangan kena jajah sudah..
FIKRI: kat pss sepatutnya tugas.. tapi kita buat bnda lain..
HAZWAN: aku akan rindu lawak jenaka kau..
RAAKESH: sorry xleh follow tengok TF.. ajak je la Hairry..
TEIO,SIM,LEE: Good Luck Guys!! get more malay friends..
CHIW HUI: 我爱你松鼠。。i dunno where i'll be without u..
SYAHIN: aku harap kat sini ada orang yg minat Kpop mcm kau..
DIANA: Kaw mesti hebat untuk SPM..
ZARITH: aku taw kaw mesti rindu aku.. haha..
AFIQAH: semoga berjaya di skola baru..
HAZNIZA: lalalalalalala Man Man Ha Ni..
IZYANI: Kita x rapat.. tapi aku rasa kau cool..
EMYLIA: Jangan la kacau Hazwan sangat..
FAHIDAH: kurangkan gedik kaw.. okay?
ANIS: tolong jaga amirul untuk aku..
LIYANA: Buat kelas kita cantek2 taw..
NATIQAH: aku xda kuranglah saingan kaw.. aku harap kaw boleh jadi sehebat Zarith..
WAN: aku janji xkan bawak tabiat buruk aku ke sekolah baru ni..
INTAN: aku akan rindu kaw Intan.. i hope u'll miss me too..
FADZLI: semoga Zainordin akan berhenti potong rambut kaw..
NAZRIN: 6! 6! 6! 6! 6! 6! 6!
AMIR: 7! 7! 7! 7! 7! 7! 7! 7! 7!
YUNUS: kita banyak gaduh.. tapi kita lebih banyak berkawan..
MUTALIB: i'll miss u so much bro..
SABARI: i'll miss u Bari.. kaw hebat..
SYAFIQ: Lawak jenaka kaw pon aku akan rindu..
AQIL: Kita kawan baik kan Aqil..
AZIZ: jom keluar jalan2 JIS..
CENGKOI: ingat lagi larian acap? itulah masa paling best aku ngan kaw..
YU SHAN: 我爱你小白。。dun forget me oo..
MENG YEE: bye bye Meng Yee.. SARANGHAE..
TRACY: you can be annoying.. but thats wat i love about you..
PIK KOON: your always there for me.. i hope i have been there as much as u.. love you..
LAI YEE: Daddy love you Baby..
WINNIE & SIEW CHIN: Saranghae..
3A Community: korang layan aku ngan baik tahun lepas.. terima kasih..
SHU KI: i'll miss u a lot.. thanx a lot for everything..
MAY LEE: see u again ya..
CHIW YI: love u Chiw Yi.. take care of your 姐姐 ya..
SHELINA: haha.. lets be friend ya..
ELAINE: i hope i can meet u again..
JUNIOR: of course i wan to meet u again..
JOEY: i love you.. BOOM!

if theres anyone i didn't mention please tell me..

I hate saying Goodbye..

Today after school..
in the car..
my sister gave me a letter..
it says I got into SMTG..
so.. tomorrow is gonna be my last day..

I have to go..
Bye guys..
i love you..
i'll miss you..

Happy Together

i remember the image of you who waited for me again today
from time to time, when things get though, i always think of you
thank you.. when i'm happy we all laugh together.. and loving hearts are always abounding
now, I might just leave you.. I don't want to..

a little bit closer, love.. i'll always protect you so we're like how we are now
when you're feeling exhausted and hurt and pained.. all you have to do is lean on me..
I just wanna be HAPPY TOGETHER

it's just a little bit different.. even if there are cold glares or someone says something, i just hope that you wont change
thank you.. for crying all together when i'm feeling down.. for always staying together and protecting each other
now, having just received your heart, i'll give everything back to you

even when the tears that are hidden from the world flow
because the dazzling you is with me, i can gain strength and laugh again..
I always want to be, HAPPY TOGETHER

you're my everything.. you're my best.. my person.. no matter what anyone says, you're my love~

don't say that you can't. don't say that you'll fail
even if no one acknowledges you, you can do it
now don't change and smile all together.. everyone here will now always be happy
from now on
forever and ever
you and me
doing it together
forever, HAPPY TOGETHER

why can't talking to a girl u like be as easy as saying Hello?

Put your hat lightly on your head and pull your pants down as hard as you can
White shoes and shining necklace
When you walk follow the rhythm too
And have a tough expression
Mic in left hand, boombox in right, if you’re bored then beatbox

Yeah cute, nice and cool, now say nice to meet you to that hip girl
But she’s looking at you weirdly like u got ketchup on ur face..
It’s sense-able, even though you did well, you can still tell

why can't it be like..

G)Hello sexy guy, hello handsome boy Hello, Hello, I’ll talk to you first

B)Hello powerful girl, hello cute girl Hello, Hello, now let me talk to you

Even if you sit still you have to take a picture
A little bit more chic, more sentimental
Jeans and a white tee, fresh suit or maybe vintage
Whatever you wear, wear it with charm
like you’ve worn it your whole life show like

Yeah cute nice and cool, you can do it too, you don’t see that fool
That girl’s looking at you too, she’s catching a glimpse
A girl’s pride is her high heels height
You go first carefully
Your eyes are sleepy, drink something
Just say "I go anywhere you go"

G) excuse me B) me too, excuse me
G) I’m not a bad person B) The expression was probably just unpracticed
G) You’re brave to come all the way to me, need to say goodbye
B) When I first say you I’m falling in love with you girl

La la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la
Hello

La la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la

Please be Gentle..

I miss chatting on MSN everyday
each moment of the day without you was something I once couldn't withstand
now, it's so very different, you're a stranger

each day and night, oh right, you're busy again
my place has been filled by another man to make you happy I see
why did you dodge me so, why are you doing this

I'm sorry, all right girl
you've really changed so much, oh my girl
I know you way to well, don't cheat me
'cause I know your everything

I'm lonely without u girl
This can't be, oh my girl
when I'm beside you my face is not unappreciative
so please be gentle to me

you're eyes so full of laughter, your incredibly cute ways of acting
how I bet that many men would love to lay eyes on you
please don't do this, not to me

Arm in arm like that, faces of happiness
just the perfect two lovers
I'd really like to understand, see it in my face

Try and think of something to say to me
please my love
I want to hear it, for your inner self to say it

I'm sorry without girl
This can't be, oh my girl
when I'm beside you my face is not unappreciative

seriously??

what the heck?
he's trying to get her?
why?? why??
if she say yes..
i would die..
if she goes to him after me..
i'll... i'll... i'll... !@#$%
why do i think of this things?
she's gone..
gotta be moving on..
why do i still care?
why does it pissed me off when i see her with my friends?
aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

confusion hurts

What my heart is beating for?

My Heart Beats For You, Dad

Your heart stopped beating
Mine still goes on
Your breath was taken
Mine still remains
Your love is with me
Mine is always with you

You smile down at me
My heart beats for you
You call out to me
My heart beats for you
You hold on to me
My heart beats for you

Your voice is gone
I cannot remember
Your hug had disappeared
I cannot feel it
Your heart seizes
I cannot hear it

Your love extends out
I can still feel it
Your presence is here
I can sense it
You look out for me
I can hope for it

You have kept me going
You have kept me alive
You have kept me strong

Now that you are gone
I still try to move on
I still try to stop the hurting
I still try to stop the bleeding of a broken heart

The hole in my heart is a scar left behind from your endless love
My heart only beats because of you
Even though god took you, i go on for you
No bond is stronger than a bond of love
No bond is stronger than a bond between family
One bond has been broken
That bond was with you grandma
When the time comes
That bond will be reunited

My heart beats for you.

inspired by 2PM's Heartbeat