this suck

i think of the first time that i saw you.. in a moment, my heart fell apart
although you’re cold-hearted, you’re too wonderful of a person to erase
you are my angel,
an affectionate whisper: “i love you everyday”
the sadness of only one.. i pray that i won’t wake up from this dream
i’ll be okay.. i’ve always been like this.
even being behind you, i’m still happy like this
tears fall again, even at your jokes
because i have to stay by your side with just a cold face
when you’re lonely, or even when you’re sad, if that guy who can protect you is me
i can love you right now as you are.. forever, really forever
you are my angel
i imagined your once-sweet smile all night long
the memories of staying up all night from one meaningless word
i’ll be okay.. i’ve always been like this.
even the brushing past of your hand makes me happy like this
tears fall again, even at your playfulness
because i have to stay by your side just as your most comfortable friend
i shouldn’t be thinking thoughts like this
i know the place that i should have
now i’ll erase you who fills my mind

love me.. no, forget me.
even being behind you, i’m still happy like this
tears fall again, even at your jokes
because i have to stay by your side just as your most comfortable friend
i just have to stay by your side.. next to you.. forever

it hurts me everytime i see u..
i can see u online now..
u don't even want to talk to me..
yet i'm still by your side..