Alone

Look,
look at me,
me.
Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it
one
two
three
you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.


You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
you barely even talk to me anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wide


If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
Remembering your words,
they are all silly lies.


times like this,
imaginary friends becomes my best friend,
its pathetic,
when u left me, and only memories was left..
those ppl in my head that never exist..
seems to be more real every second that pass..


i did everything,
i love you..
i gave u three years of memories..
hoping that the least u can remember is a second of our time together..
i haven't heard of u for so long..
ur voice seems to be a drug that i've been longing for..


eventhough there are a million people around me..
i just need u..
eventhough there are a million me around you..
u might still not remember..


i can't handle the pain,
i dun have enough imagination to replace you..
my tears has almost dried up..
i just can't do it..
u made me feel like i made mistake..
a mistake by choosing u..
a mistake by loving you..

i can't believe i was forgotten..
3 years of memories turned to ash..
but ur a scar in my heart..
u can't fade away..